Good morning darlings,
It’s an absolutely dreary Saturday morning and I’ve just recorded another sample of My voice for some of you to listen to on My bio pages (yes darlings, once I know it’s been uploaded I will tell you so that you can listen to it … be patient)
So many of you recently have been asking about orgasm denial , inquiring about My style during such sessions. One of My passions has always been an exploration of human spirituality and sexuality. I have been fascinated by the human animal ever since I was a young girl and I have voraciously indulged My passions as often as possible … I began with a copy of “Different Loving” when I was 15 years old … I read the entire book, cover to cover and was hooked. The ideals and information presented between those covers truly made the biggest impact on My life, I feel, from that point forward. It gave meaning and definition to some of the things that, even at that young age, I had felt inside of Myself but hadn’t known was a common experience for other people … It opened up the world to Me in ways I hadn’t known in the past and made me anxious to discover more. I consumed every book I could find on the subject of BDSM (yes I tend to get a little obsessive) and eventually found my way through the classics, such as Screw the Roses and The Q Letters.
During this time, I was also studying my other passion … I was reading everything I could find on alternative spirituality. Most of you know, I grew up near Salem Massachusetts and am surrounded by Paganism and Wicca on an almost daily basis … It was no surprise to My friends and family when I converted to Wicca in the early part of the 90s (Life just hasn’t been the same since they dropped that house on My sister) … and through that conversion I found myself with the opportunity to study spiritual sexuality. I was introduced to the idea of Tantric philosophies and the inclusion of sexuality within the context of relaxation and meditation … Since that time, I have read everything I could lay My hands on to learn as much as possible about Tantra … the different applications of meditation that it offers … the ways it can be used for cock teasing … the application in My day to day life as a way of relaxation and came across it’s use within the context of guided masturbation.
Now I incorporate aspects of tantra in almost every session I do … One could say I am a Spiritual Masturbatrix who enjoys incorporating a little bit of tease with all of My boys … from the little sissy boys who beg me in their best gurly voices to please please help them in their sissification training to the wimps who want to be a forced bi cock sucker … Each of you gets to enjoy a little taste of My passions and you are all much better for it, don’t you think?
It’s been 18 years since I got My hands on that first copy of Different Loving … I’ve long since lost My copy (yes, darlings, that IS a hint for those of you who want to buy Me something nice for My birthday in March) but I’ve never forgotten that thrill that I felt the very first time I opened the cover and began My journey to becoming the Domina you know today …
Aren’t you all glad I found that book?
Adieu, precious angels … and don’t forget to Vote for Me
Ryan
