Dirty little secrets

I have a secret.  Something I guard with my life because of it’s perpendicular nature to my personality.  I’ve had this secret for a long time and it’s been gnawing away at me for quite some time to just open up and let everyone see my secret for what it really is.

But I don’t know that I’m ready to do that just yet … I don’t know that I’m ready to expose myself quite so openly … what would people think?  What would they say if it were to become common knowledge that THIS is such a part of me?  For me, it’s like that first time you walk outside, dressed as a woman … You don’t know what people are going to think but you just have to do it (either because you’ve been ordered out of the house to be publicly humiliated by a Mistress or because you finally feel ready to introduce your inner girl to the world at large).  You have that flutter in your stomach that is either intense fear or intense arousal (so often, those 2 emotions go hand in hand) and you know there’s no turning back.  You put on a brave face (even if it’s made up to look brave), thrust your shoulders back and announce, with every strut of your high heeled shoes, that you are ready to take on the world!  You are fierce, beautiful and proud of who you are.

hmm … Perhaps this is where I’m going wrong … perhaps, because of the dirty nature of my secret, knowing that most people wouldn’t even begin to understand why I enjoy something so … odd … that I’ve allowed the world to dictate what I am and what I am not?  Maybe I can take a page from my cocksucking faggots who brave the annals of their own kink in order to achieve a heightened state of sexual arousal by giving in to their baser desires?  Would I be so brave as to proudly announce that I’m a … no, no I’m not quite ready to do that just yet … Perhaps some of you can help me … perhaps you can give me the courage to step forward and tell the world what my dirty little secret is … If you tell me yours, I’ll be more comfortable in telling you mine …

We’re winding down to the end of 2009 … 2010 is just around the corner, waiting to spill all of it’s secrets out for you to see … is THIS the year you resolve to lose that extra 10 pounds so you can fit into the latex Goddess Gown you bought for yourself?  Will you quit smoking?  Finally let your boyfriend fuck you?  The possibilities are endless for all you can accomplish in a new year … Did you accomplish everything you’d meant to in 2009?  Were there a few things that you did that hadn’t been expected?  We all rush around at the end of the year, lamenting that which did not get done and promising that THIS year will be different.

Pick a goal and tell me about it … call me so we can write it down together and check on your progress throughout the year …

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