As this year comes to a close, most of us are making resolutions for how we are going to improve ourselves in 2012.  The incoming year represents a fresh slate … an opportunity to start clean and re-make ourselves into an image that is “better” than the one we are leaving behind.  I have made my resolutions for the year and written them down (as I do every year) on a pinboard.  I will look at these resolutions throughout the year, forget perhaps half of them and half-ass the rest (What? I’m a Mistress! I’m entitled to break my own rules).

However, I want you to take a moment … just one … and consider this for me.

Before you agonize over making the usual overblown to-do list of ambitious resolutions, recall the amazing things you did during 2011.  (Yes, you did incredible, personally triumphant things.)

Did you confront a fear? Confess to something you’ve kept a secret? Stand up for someone else?

Before you write down what you are GOING to do, make a list of what you’ve already accomplished.  Brag to your friends. Encourage your friends to do the same so we can all end 2011 knowing that, even in the quietest of ways, we were pretty amazing.

Happy New Year to all my submissives & slaves.  Your Mistress is always proud of you.

Happy Thanksgiving to all of you!  I’m off for today, spending time with friends and family (also known as, throwing open my doors and inviting everyone to come feast at my table) but I thought I could at least drop a quick note about something that happened while I was getting ready for today.

I hope each of you has a wonderful day with friends and family and all of my slaves take a moment to be thankful for the gifts I have allowed them to receive this year.

I was at the spa earlier this week, getting my pedicure (among other things), when the woman working at my feet looked up at me and said, “Ms. Ryan, you have really beautiful feet.”  I was reading on my Kindle when she said it, so I was taken aback for a moment at being shaken out of my reverie (yes, I was reading yet another of my dirty romance novels).  But I recovered quickly, smiled down at her, and thanked her for her kind words.

Now that I think about it, though, I must admit that she’s right.  I do have some very nice feet, a fact to which all you foot worship lovers will most certainly attest!

If you foot fetish boys can get over your envy of my pedicurist and how she has such free access to my feet nearly every week, I might have a special treat in store for you.  You see, despite the fact that your Femdom Mistress has bi-weekly pedicures, I still often enjoy having special attention paid to my lovely feet between times, too.  That’s where you come in.

I’ve found that no one gives a better foot massage than a well-trained foot slave.  A massage therapist may do an excellent job, but a foot slave does an even better one because of his passion for feet and his innate desire to please.  I can have you read a couple of books about massage for me, and then you can begin your practical studies on my feet.  I’ll give you the opportunity for lots and lots of practice …

I have always been known as a sensual prick tease for as long as I can recall.

It just seems to come natural to not only act the role of a cock tease, but to dress and look the part.  I think we can just start out by agreeing that I have the perfect body to be the ultimate cock tease, without even beginning to get undressed.

In fact, I find it much more interesting if you end up completely naked in front of me, all while I am still 100% clothed.

I’m sure you are aroused by the mere idea, since CFNM with your seductive Mistress is quite a tease in and of itself.  I use a method of extended tease and denial to draw you in and continue to systematically tease you more and more until you’re offering to do whatever I want, just to be allowed to cum.  I feel so powerful during a clothed female naked male phone sex session.

Once you are naked before me, you are more vulnerable than ever.

You can’t hide your arousal from your FemDom Mistress as you kneel before me…completely exposed.  I want to watch you stroke according to my instructions and let me completely control your pleasure.  Guided masturbation can be a twisted form of tease and denial, in that it involves you mindfucking yourself, at least to some extent.  The orgasm that accompanies this kind of teasing session is unique, but when you experience it with me, it’s on a plane unlike one you’ve ever been to before.

You walk into my room a little nervous; you’ve been warned about my perfectionism.  You glance around as much as you can in the candlelight.  Not one thing is out of place.  The bed is perfectly made.  There is a makeup table giving the room the most feminine of touches.  You are even more nervous now, so nervous that you don’t even notice me standing behind you at first.  Chills run down your spine as you feel a silky gloved finger glide up the back of your arm.

You stand perfectly still as I lean in to whisper, “Get naked for us.”

Then, you hear several pairs of heels clicking on the floor around you, but you don’t dare look up yet.  You’ve wanted so badly to meet with the best CFNM fetish Mistress for so long, but you didn’t realize there would be more than one …

You quickly finish undressing, but continue to look at the floor.  You hear the rustle of skirts and your CFNM Mistress sits down.  Then, her guests sit down after her.  You hear a short applause, very quiet–all gloved hands.

There is a chill in the room as you hear that soft, perfect voice speak, “You are a very eager slave.” You can hear the smile in her voice, perhaps a smirk at your expense.  “Look up and politely greet the guests you will serve tonight.”

You are terrified to look up.

As you glance up to view the room of women gathered to fulfill your clothed female naked male phone sex fantasy, your eyes feast instantly on a group of the most gorgeous women you have had the pleasure of serving.  All are dressed exceptionally elegantly.

You know now that your night of CFNM worship with these beautiful and elegant women would be a night you will continue to remember and fantasize about for years to come.  You know that you cannot get enough of your CFNM mistress.

Finally, after letting yourself gaze momentarily to your peripheral left and right, you let your eyes slowly rest directly in front of you.  Your eyes begin at the perfect black stilettos, then move up the silky stockings, until finally, just before you allow yourself to look your CFNM mistress in the eye, you hear,

“On your hands and knees slave, crawl to us so that we may begin….”

I like tease and denial as much as you do. But today I want to spice it up a bit. After all, we all know I have a little sadist that lives inside of me and even she needs a little love from time to time, yes?

It’s no fun if we do the same thing all the time, right?

That’s why I’m going to strip you naked and tie up your cock with a little collar and leash of sorts. You look so cute being led around the room by your cock. It definitely puts you in your place, does it not?  I can see you are a bit confused about what the collar and leash is actually going to do. Well, why don’t you start stroking and find out?  I want you to get that cock nice and hard for me and of course I want you to follow every single one of my masturbation instructions.

It feels a bit different …

Stroking when the base of your cock is tied up tight is new. And as you get excited, I can tell your tied up balls are making it just a little bit uncomfortable for you.  As you keep stroking, I give a little tug on the leash. Then you discover what really makes this tease and deny so different from the others. Pain.  Yes, the more I tug, the tighter it gets around your balls and cock. For each stroke I give you, you have to endure a sharp pull makes you wince in pain.  It’s not really terrible, but just enough to remind you that someone else is in charge … someone else is allowing you to stroke and it’s for MY pleasure.

You can stop at any time you know.

If it hurts badly, you could get up and walk away. But I know you won’t do that. I control your cock far too much for that ever to be a thought.  Back and forth I make you stroke then stop, all the while pulling harder and harder on your cock leash. It hurts, I know but you really want that orgasm don’t you? You are willing to do just about anything I think.  And when you reach that exquisite breaking point, then you will be satisfied.

If I decide to let you cum.  Or, even if I don’t …

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As you are all aware, there are just 12 measly hours to wait until you are entitled to 10 minutes of free phone sex with me!  My availability for Thursday November 4 is as follows, including my schedule for when I must get up, walk around and take my pups outside for some fresh air:

12am – 2am: Taking Calls (last callback can be scheduled at 2am, no later … so get in early to get me while it’s still dark and sexy)

10am – 12:30pm: Nothing like a sensual guided masturbation session to really get your morning started on the right foot! (last call scheduled at 12:00, depending on wait time)

12:30 – 12:45: Stroker Denial (BREAK)

12:45pm – 5:00pm: You think you’ve got what it takes to serve me?  You’ve got just a little over 3 hours to prove it to me! (last call scheduled at 4:45, depending on wait time)

5:00pm – 5:15pm: A Mistress has to have fresh air in order to laugh, as I know all you humiliation sluts are just WAITING to hear me! (BREAK)

5:15pm – 8:30pm: Sometimes, that late afternoon stroking session can be so relaxing! (last call scheduled at 8:00, depending on wait time)

8:30pm – 8:45pm: Primping and oiling up my strapon for those late night cocksuckers (BREAK)

8:45pm – 12:00am: Finish your night off with something decadent … Strapons!